God has spoken to me since I was a
child. From the time He sat with me at a bonfire at Bible Camp to the times I
felt His arms around me when evil came to call in the dark night, I have known His
presence.
Perhaps it is the untainted trust of
childhood or the smallness of a child’s world that makes believing in God and
hearing Him so much easier than it is as an adult. Adults are surrounded by such
differing ideas, various values, and a multitude of morals. The doubts and
questions that must be answered to be firm in one’s own beliefs are not at all
like the simple faith of a child.
As much as I continue to know God’s
presence in my life, I’m not as good at simply enjoying His company and conversing
with Him, as I once was. Yet God does still speak to me about faith, life, and,
maybe, especially about writing.
I have continued to learn how God
speaks to me, as well as others, in today’s noise-infused world in which we
must “adult” whether we want to or not. I am not always paying attention or
listening, though. And sometimes I have “selective hearing” where I choose what
parts of God’s message I want to hear and what parts I will ignore. Trust me,
though, when I tell you that selective hearing never bodes well for me.
So how does God speak to
me?
First and foremost, God speaks to
me through His Word. Reading Scripture makes God’s voice audible. And yet the
words on the surface of the page don’t always mean what we might think they
mean. Studying Scripture and the meaning behind the words is what truly makes
God’s voice loud and clear. Unmistakable. Compelling.
For example, when questioning
whether I could write, whether I should
write, and even more so, what I
could/should write, God spoke to me through Psalm 26, specifically verse 7.
“6
I will wash mine hands in innocency: so will I compass thine altar, O Lord:
7 That I may publish with the voice of
thanksgiving, and tell of all thy wondrous works.
8 Lord,
I have loved the habitation of thy house, and the place where thine honour
dwelleth.” (KJV)
Secondly, I hear God’s voice when
being taught, whether by reading or listening to wise Christians expound on
God’s Word, God’s character, and God’s actions.
One such time was when I was asked
to help a leader with a skit at a women’s meeting. If I remember correctly, the
skit was about how God prompted a lady to consider another’s needs and she said,
“I will pray for that need.” Now, we all know prayer is important, but
sometimes God wants us to do more than pray, perhaps do something more practical
and earthly. In time the lady dies and meets God in Heaven, where He hands her
a crown decorated with jewels which He explains were set in place as a reward
for her actions on earth. The lady is pleased, but when noticing more jewels on
a table, she asks God, “What are those jewels for?” He answers, “Oh, those were
for your crown, too, but you did not take advantage of the opportunities when I
prompted you.”
What I learned through that skit
was when God is prompting me to write something, whether or not I think it is
of any value or will make it out of my journal for others to read, I need to
write. I am called to write. I am responsible to act, and God will use my
writing as He pleases. Just thinking about it is not enough when God prompts me
to write. (Yes, dear hubby and friends, I hear what your facial expressions are
saying!)
Linked to that experience was a the time I was teaching a Sunday School class of teenagers about gifts and talents.
One question a musically talented girl asked was, “If I don’t use the talent
that God gifted me with, or if I don’t use it in the way God asks me to, will I
lose it?” The ‘use it or lose it’ fear
that we guilt ourselves with made me
stop and consider. At the time I had decided I would write anything but Christian content, and certainly not
share anything of my own life. The girl’s question made me realize that while I
didn’t think God would stop me from writing, not using His gift to me in the
way He asked would lessen jewels set aside for my crown. Scripture says we will
lay our crowns at Christ’s feet, and I would like my gift to Him to be worthy
of Him, not crafted by my own feeble works.
Perhaps the way God speaks to me
most often is through my own writing. As I write in my journal or prepare an
article to share, I hear God teaching me, helping me to make sense of my
thoughts and solidify my beliefs. Even as I go back to read some of my own blog
posts of the past couple years, I am often amazed at words I wrote and realize
a new depth of God’s character or recognize how He has again proven another
truth in recent days.
God has also used family and
friends, dreams, and circumstances to talk to me. And like the Bereans of Bible
times, I must be careful to discern these messages in the light of Scripture to
determine whether I am truly hearing God’s voice and not simply my own wants
and desires. I continue to learn to recognize my Shepherd’s voice. I continue to
listen to His message, and ultimately to respond with action.
Does God speak to you in these
ways as well?
What
does God speak to you about?
How well do you listen to God’s message or prompting? What is your response when you hear God's voice?
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Marnie Pohlmann strives to listen and act on God's writing prompts while working and ministering in northern BC. Read more about God's presence in Marnie's life at her blog, Phosphorescent.
You put into words so well what I often feel (the selective hearing part made me smile and nod...)
ReplyDeleteWe are so human, aren't we? God made us, though, so I guess He knew we would have a rebellious stage as we grew up.
ReplyDeleteWhat you have written here, Marnie, has truly spoken to me. Sometimes when I’m reading the daily readings in Living with Christ by Novalis, I get ideas for devotionals and articles, so I underline and scribble in the spaces and margins, but I don’t get back to write those devotionals, blogs, or articles. You have made it clear to me that I am actively doing what I am called to do, which is to write..
ReplyDeleteAnd to quote you, I say, "What I learned through (reading your blog, Marnie is that) when God is prompting me to write something, whether or not I think it is of any value or will make it out of my journal for others to read, I need to write. I am called to write. I am responsible to act, and God will use my writing as He pleases. Just thinking about it is not enough when God prompts me to write.” May God continue to bless you and your writing, my InScribe friend.
Sharon, as writers we are so often experiencing the same struggles with our writing, aren't we? You encourage me to act on my own written words. I need to write!
ReplyDeleteGod prompts me with opportunities and ideas. Though I'd rather have a DOS prompt at times, the Father gives me hints which I'd rather not hear. Even so, I go with the flow.
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