Our
garden was an
oasis of sanctity and cessation from a city that feeds on frenzied pilgrims. We
traded the noise and dirty streets for flowers, butterflies, gravel pathways,
and stone steps. Many a late afternoon Seudah Shlishit on Shabbat had been
eaten under the shelter of our olive tree.
Where my preoccupation from I didn’t know. But carving out a tomb long before it would be needed became my passion. The obsession confused and irked my wife no end. And to be honest, my own rush to finish also confounded me.
Where my preoccupation from I didn’t know. But carving out a tomb long before it would be needed became my passion. The obsession confused and irked my wife no end. And to be honest, my own rush to finish also confounded me.
But now I knew why.
Pharisees
Growing up in one of Jerusalem’s wealthiest families, I lacked nothing. When I was seventeen years old, I felt Jehovah’s hand on my life to search and gain insight into the laws and customs of the three sects of our nation - the Pharisees, Sadducees, and the Essenes. I adhered to the former – “one who is separated” - addicting myself to great austerities. Hearing of Malachi, a holy man, who dwelt in the desert, and lived an austere life, I went and sat at his feet, and imitated his course of life for four years.
Growing up in one of Jerusalem’s wealthiest families, I lacked nothing. When I was seventeen years old, I felt Jehovah’s hand on my life to search and gain insight into the laws and customs of the three sects of our nation - the Pharisees, Sadducees, and the Essenes. I adhered to the former – “one who is separated” - addicting myself to great austerities. Hearing of Malachi, a holy man, who dwelt in the desert, and lived an austere life, I went and sat at his feet, and imitated his course of life for four years.
Returning to Jerusalem I met and
married my wife settling into life as a Pharisee and became a member of the
Sanhedrin. We received the backing and goodwill of the common people, in contrast
to those aristocratic monarchists, the Sadducees. We were eclectic and more
democratic. I might even say, popular. We preserved the oral tradition of the
Talmud against the ridiculous literal interpretation of the Sadducees, even
though they were among the high priests.
Rabbi Jesus
Rabbi Jesus
When Jesus of Nazareth began to take
upon him the great work of public teaching, I was enamoured with his holy life,
pure doctrine, and supernatural miracles. Many Jews embraced what he taught them,
and I too became a great admirer of his preaching. I became a sincere convert
and followed rabbi Jesus in all the journeys, which he took throughout the land
of Judea, and Galilee. At first my association was without concern.
When Jesus ran afoul of the Sadducees
I aligned myself even stronger with him. But when my brothers took offense at
his declension of certain Levitical ritual laws, my standing was put at risk.
As a respected member of the Sanhedrin it would not be taken lightly to be seen
consorting with him. And so I followed from afar.
The
late night summons aroused me from a deep sleep. The Council was meeting. Some
urgent judicial decision needed to be rendered. Arriving at the gathering I was
shocked to see Jesus, under arrest, chained and bleeding.
“Blasphemy.” The charge was unfounded and the witnesses unreliable. But my
brothers were devoted to seeing him guilty. I was silent. I could not consent
to their decision and action. They led him away.
The Decision
The Decision
The
next day was agony. The Romans scourged Jesus, and now the crowds had turned
against him and called for him to be crucified. Chaos reigned. The city had
gone mad. At three in the afternoon the sky went black, an earthquake shook the
city. The world was coming to an end. My world was coming to an end. Golgotha
was frenzied. With Sabbath approaching, the Roman soldiers had broken the legs
of the criminals to expedite their deaths. Jesus was already dead - his pierced
side with no reaction was evidence of his mortality. What now? The sun was
setting.
“Why
would you, a Pharisee, want the body of a blasphemer?” My petition to Pilate
brought about confusion with the authorities and consternation with my peers.
The time for secrecy was over. And now my obsession with a tomb made sense. The
linen shroud, the burial spices, a quick anointing and an unexpected friend –
Nicodemus – another Pharisee, and silent follower. How many more were there?
We
rolled the stone across the face of the now occupied tomb. The sun disappeared.
The garden was silent.
My heart was as cold as the stone.
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My heart was as cold as the stone.
I am a recovering perfectionist who collects Coca-Cola memorabilia and drinks iced tea. My walls are adorned with our sons’ framed football jerseys, and my bookshelves, with soul food. I write to grow hope, inspire people to be real, forge an authentic faith in Jesus, and discover their life purpose.
Please follow my writing at REVwords
Loved this post! I was right inside the story -- you made it come alive. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Brenda for reading and commenting.
DeleteThank-you for this post. Powerful closing line-heart as cold as the stone.
ReplyDeleteThank you Jocelyn. That was my fav line as well.
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