When I wrote for a local
newspaper I always knew my deadline as the Friday before the Tuesday
printing. Obviously my news for the
small town column I wrote didn’t always include up-to-the-minute newsflashes. Still I appreciated the sense that I had a
weekly timeframe to organize my thoughts and ideas. I fell quickly into a pattern of assembling
information, collecting snippets on what shouldn’t be missed for the current
week, and obtaining notices of upcoming events.
After placing these in order of importance I would then determine what
might be an interesting lead-in to these more mundane items.
Sometimes I would delve into
the town’s past history or touch on local legends that could highlight pending
festivals. As such I enjoyed creating
ways to enlighten the citizens of my little town and to encourage conversation
amongst them beyond the everyday talk about weather, happenings, and calendar announcements.
I thought about this as I
began to worry about an upcoming deadline.
I wish this word and its connotations didn’t hold so much power over me,
or rather that I wouldn’t allow it to wield control of my days. How can I begin to let it slide into the
sidelines of my thoughts instead of hovering helplessly above me like a huge
pail of water balancing on a tightrope, splashing and spitting its contents
onto my head.
Because I am not in the mood
for a dousing of cold water, I need to refocus and print another deadline image
into my mind. So I revisit the days when
I experienced my first deadlines. I
remember the unequivocal excitement, the careful chosen copy, the enthusiasm
expended to entertain. I specifically
recall picturing in my mind the faces of people I knew who would read my column. I imagined their smiles and nodding heads as
they spent a little time rolling my ideas around in their minds.
Fellow writers, I need to
reframe the idea of a deadline so that it doesn’t continue to threaten to crash
on top of me when I least expect it. I
need to follow a few simple steps that initially kept me focused on the freedom
that writing allows; the sheer delight of choosing words to unlock moments of
thought in other people’s minds. I
forgot that a deadline isn’t literal.
After our selection of printed copy finds its way onto a page or screen,
it hasn’t died. Every time someone reads
it, it comes “alive” in a new way.
Maybe those drops of water
falling from above will begin to cascade on a cooler current, transposing into
intricate patterns pushing forth toward perfection. Ideas freely forming into phrases, sentences,
paragraphs, articles, stories, shared thoughts.
Words that will be picked up, presented to and partaken by persons I can
only hope to perceive.
To read Denise's personal blog and writing website go to: http://www.walkingwithdustyanddee.com/
Deadlines can be disturbing. On the other hand, I find without one (either self imposed or literal) my time seems to fritter away and I get little accomplished. I loved the imagery you created in this post, by the way.
ReplyDeleteHi Denise,
ReplyDeleteI appreciate your perspective on deadlines. I hadn't thought of deadlines as being such a weight and of being frustrating. I need a deadline and I depend on it so much that I find it's what motivates me, and in fact, frees me, to write. So, I'm glad another writer is brave enough to share this difficulty - it has opened my eyes to yet another writer's thoughts. Thanks, Denise!
Pam M.