"Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of]the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand." *
I've had those verses taped to my bedroom mirror
for a couple of years now, although admit to only glancing at them a few
times. Lately though, God has nudged me to look at them closer, and so I've
meditated on it more.
I was going to title this blog, A is for
Attack, and then another nudge suggested to me that perhaps I should instead
write about the best way to deal with an attack...which is by putting on the
Whole Armor of God. And so I share the following verses of the same passage.
"Stand
therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the
breastplate of righteousness, and having shod your
feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace; above all,
taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the
fiery darts of the wicked one. And take the helmet of
salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of
God; praying always with all prayer and supplication in the
Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance
and supplication for all the saints." *
Although those verses are talking about our daily
lives as a Christian, they also so aptly apply to our written
words. How am I supposed to write authentically, vulnerably, truthfully and
courageously if I go into it unprepared? I won't. My writing will either fall
flat as to what God had intended for it, failing to reach hearts, or perhaps I
will be unprepared for an all-out attack, and give up altogether.
That is what actually happened to me late last
fall. It came out of the blue, and the words used to attack my writing, hit
like bullets. I can handle critique. I can do something with critique, even if
I disagree with it. But these words were jeering and character bashing and to
make it worse, they came from people I had trusted, people in my close circle.
For a writer to publish their words, it takes strength and vulnerability. I
don't often publish. Honestly, I rarely publish. And so this attack came as a
crushing blow. I phoned a few friends/family members and cried and said
something like, "I'm never publishing anything again." They of course
encouraged me not to give up, but at the time I could see no other option. Even
this blog is a leap of faith as I skipped over two of them since this event
took place. But here it is. Another nudge from God.
I look at the armor I am to wear and am
encouraged and challenged all at once. So much to put on! Yet, if I do....then
that means I'll be protected by the very One who calls me to write. This
doesn't mean an attack won't come. It just means, I'll be prepared and can
fight off the plans of the wicked one who desires that I don't publish
anything, to try to reach others.
This is the armor I am to wear daily and every time
I attempt to write anything:
-WAIST GIRDED WITH TRUTH - Where have I been
listening to lies, rather than the truth about my writing? Where have I maybe
spoken lies (about anything at all) in my writing? Am I careful when wielding
my words?
-BREASTPLATE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS- Righteousness only
comes from God. Am I using this piece of armor to protect the enemy from
attacking my weaknesses? Or am I leaving myself exposed with my own, bare,
human efforts?
-FEET SHOD WITH THE GOSPEL OF PEACE - Do I aim for
peace first of all in a conflict? Do I walk it out?
SHIELD OF FAITH TO QUENCH ALL THE FIREY DARTS OF
THE WICKED ONE - Do I allow my faith in God to be greater than those darts
fired towards my heart, or do I instead allow them to sink in and fester?
HELMET OF SALVATION & SWORD OF THE SPIRIT WHICH
IS THE WORD OF GOD - Basically when our head (mind) is not protected, nothing
is protected. Do I wear my helmet daily and take up the sword which God has
given me (spiritual warfare) to fight off the enemy? Scripture needs to be
planted in my heart so that during those crisis moments it is
automatically there as a protection.
Finally, we are told to pray and be watchful, with
perseverance. It all sounds like such a tall order, but just as a soldier puts
on his armor one piece at a time, we too take up our armor piece by piece as we don it each day.
I happen to be a military mom to a son who is a
Sargant in the Canadian Army. Over the years I've been privileged to watch him
grow in character and discipline, along with physical strength and prowess. It
has all taken him much discipline and perseverance. His reward is that he's
risen in the ranks and has become an Instructor, but more importantly, if he
faces conflict, he will be much more prepared (and can help prepare others)
than if he hadn't applied himself so well. I love how God uses the example of
putting on our armor like a soldier, in our daily Christian lives. It's the
only way to live with wisdom and it's the only way to be a Christian writer
seeking to give my all for God's purposes.
Soldier On.
*Ephesians 6: 12-18 NKJV
Gloria writes from her little house on
the prairies in Caron, Sk; where she lives with her husband (when he's not on
the road trucking) and her cat Tigger (who lives up to his name). She doesn't
like to be 'attacked' over her writing, but will gladly take careful critique
where needed. If attacked again though - she plans to have her armor on and
ready.
Next to being a wife, mother, grandmother, writing is her calling, whether she
writes much or little, or whether she publishes or not.
Dear Gloria, I'm so sorry you suffered "jeering and character bashing" by someone. This isn't the kind of thing that helps writers. Critiques should help us--not harm us.
ReplyDeleteAmen to these words of yours: "This doesn't mean an attack won't come. It just means, I'll be prepared and can fight off the plans of the wicked one who desires that I don't publish anything, to try to reach others."
The hardest part of writing (for me) is receiving critiques. Thankfully, I only got one mean one many years ago. Yes, I get lots of read lines on my work, but they're all done with kindness. This is the way it should be. I love how good-willed suggestions strengthen my writing. I treasure them.
Blessings as you boldly write and publish.
Thanks so much for such a wonderful blog. Your spiritual growth and strength shines through. Sorry you were hurt in that manner but God’s so faithful. We should all become familiar with those passages of scripture. Again thank you.
DeleteThank you for being so vulnerable in this post. May God's armor continue to protect you. Don't give up!
ReplyDeleteThanks for this post, Gloria. Though this was a tough and unnecessary time of suffering for you, it has resulted in this post of encouragement for others. Very glad you have responded to God’s nudges. Keep on writing with your armour on! Go, Gloria!!
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