At times it’s been a hot summer, but when you have air conditioning, you
can never really use the excuse that it’s “too hot to write.” Still, as MarniePohlmann expressed a few days ago, there’s a season for everything, and
sometimes it’s appropriate to take a break – even from something as important
as writing.
In fact, this has been a somewhat challenging year for me. As I
contemplate the prospect of writing the annual Christmas letter, I toy with the
terms ‘annus horribilis” and “It was the best of times, it was the worst of times…”
I won’t get into the details, but apart from a few personal experience pieces
and their submission, I have not succeeded in accomplishing the writing
projects I had in mind. In the eyes of someone like Stephen King, who believes
in writing every day regardless, perhaps I’m a bad writer or no kind of writer
at all. I choose to believe something different, though: I am a writer taking a
break from writing to live a very real life, one that gets a little messy, one
that requires my attention.
I’m reminded of a quote from Tom Hodgkinson that says, “Being lazy does
not mean that you do not create. In fact, lying around doing nothing is an
important, nay crucial, part of the creative process. It is meaningless bustle
that actually gets in the way of productivity.” While I wouldn’t say I’m “being
lazy” or “lying around doing nothing,” I do believe that what I am going
through is, or will be, part of my creative process and future literary
fertility. But if I were relaxing or otherwise unoccupied, I would remember
that there is value in being “bored.” Recent studies show that boredom leads to
more creativity and encourages the pursuit of new goals. Hurray for science,
right?
And like Gretchen Rubin, who “always had the uncomfortable feeling that if [she] wasn't sitting in front of a computer typing, [she] was wasting [her] time,” take “a wider view of what [is]"productive." Time spent with … family and friends [is] never wasted.” At the end of the day, we’re not going to wish we’d spent more of our time working; investing in people is what lasts and has eternal value. So, go ahead, take that break. I’ll know I’m in good company with you.
And like Gretchen Rubin, who “always had the uncomfortable feeling that if [she] wasn't sitting in front of a computer typing, [she] was wasting [her] time,” take “a wider view of what [is]"productive." Time spent with … family and friends [is] never wasted.” At the end of the day, we’re not going to wish we’d spent more of our time working; investing in people is what lasts and has eternal value. So, go ahead, take that break. I’ll know I’m in good company with you.
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For more of my writing, please visit www.susan-barclay.ca or www.susanbarclay.wordpress.com
For more of my writing, please visit www.susan-barclay.ca or www.susanbarclay.wordpress.com
"what I am going through is, or will be, part of my creative process and future literary fertility" - yes, yes, yes! God redeems it all. You are wise to know when writing is a priority and when it is not. Lean into God, Susan, and when it is time to write, you will be full to overflowing with His message. Good reminder!
ReplyDeleteThank you Susan for the balance between driving ourselves unwisely and remembering how important other parts of our lives are (and giving ourselves permission to enjoy them)!
ReplyDeleteI agree with you, Susan. "'Time spent with … family and friends [is] never wasted.” At the end of the day, we’re not going to wish we’d spent more of our time working; investing in people is what lasts and has eternal value." Well said! Speaking through scripture, God often talks about his not wanting sacrifice. Instead he wants our hearts. i.e. Psalm 40:6-8.
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