The Gift of Journaling by Sandi Somers

 

It is necessary to write, if the days are not to slip emptily by.

Vita Sackville-West

Write the vision.

Habakkuk 2:2

Hello readers and writers!! It seems strange to write near mid-month. Since I began posting in 2014, I’ve been either the lead writer off the top or near the top.

It’s been a delight to read your posts so far. You’ve included so many touching moments of intimate encounters with God through journalling and how He has spoken to you and brought you wisdom, insight, and healing.

Years ago I wrote an IWO post about journals, giving readers an overview of different types of journals and writers’ notebooks. But this time I’ll describe my current journals and what they mean to me now.

Bible Study journal. My day begins early, spending valuable time with the Lord in in-depth Bible studies. As He illuminates my understanding, I journal issues and thoughts from daily questions or issues. Very often I find a spark that jumpstarts a personal story and a devotional slant that I later write to help my future readers recognize the great treasure they can discover in their Christian faith.

A chronological journal, which I’ve kept for years, is a mixture of daily events, sometimes the Lord’s words to me, and working out issues in my life. Right now, like Bob Jones, I often write commentary on what's going on in the world, and including my prayers gives me an opportunity to hear the Lord’s heart for world and national events.

However, I’ve noticed that when I’m sorting out sometimes-crucial personal experiences, I write my tangled thoughts on separate pieces of paper. Somehow, I need extra privacy for this process. Eventually, when the issue has been resolved, I toss out my notes as I place the situation in God’s hands.

Everyday touches. A number of years ago while reading a farming newspaper magazine that my brothers receive, I enjoyed a weekly column by a State Senator and rancher from North Dakota who for a time wrote “Cowboy Logic”. He didn’t focus on his government duties. Instead, he wrote incidents from everyday life around the ranch that involved his family, neighbours, friends—and animals.

His column inspired me to write about my own everyday occurrences. Sometimes my content is factual as I practice writing scenes with a meaningful twist at the end. Other times I become lyrical and poetic as I capture a magical or significant moment, like the time I glanced out my window to see houses in my cul-de-sac reflecting the glow of late afternoon winter sun. Writing these incidents prompts me to pay attention to treasured moments. It also develops a memory bank where I sometimes lift important points for a devotional reading or inclusion in an article.

This year I’ve added another important notebook—a process journal of plans for my writing. Often thoughts and ideas for projects come unexpectedly. It is helping me to gather those ideas into an organized system. So far I’ve included a section on my quarterly/yearly plans, weekly Business Meetings with God, discoveries, and plans for the next week. I also have a section on ideas for both upcoming FellowScript articles and each IWO monthly blog.

Other journals and notebooks. I keep a small notebook in my purse for ideas and takeaways from important conversations or talks at meetings. Another in my car for when I hear a radio comment or sentence relevant to one of my works in progress; I try to retain the memory until the next red light when I can make that notation. Travel journals are significant for new sights, experiences, and relationships.

Each journal entry is a gift to myself and an offering to the Lord: nuggets of resonance and truth. I’m reminded of what Marion Roach Smith, a memoir coach, said: “Write…key moments. They could be reframed and become the content for new works. Capture brief moments before their magic and significance flutter away in the winds of time.”


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Faith Writing Mentor by Wendy L. Macdonald

One of my high school English teachers introduced me to my favourite faith writing mentor. She doesn’t know she did because it was an inadvertent introduction. You see, my English teacher awarded me with a bookstore gift certificate because I was a studious student who loved words. Reading them. Writing them.

    

So I was delighted to cash in my certificate as I walked across the wood floors of the local bookshop that was located in an old brick building downtown.

Although the first book I read of this beloved author was a novel, I later went on to read her books about faith. Her writing gave me glimpses of her journals as she shared from the heart. This author’s words helped me become more intimate in my conversations with the Lord. She introduced me to the blessing of praying about big and small details in my life and in the lives of those I love.

Faith permeated her heart, her journals, her books, and her life.

This author became my mentor as I wrote at my desk under an ocean view window in the beach house we rented. For my newlywed husband and I had said yes to an adventure that pulled us away from our hometown and planted us in the middle of a northern coastal village.

While missing my friends back home, faith writing became the passion that comforted and filled me as I read books and wrote in my journal. Because I was a new writer and a new Christian, much of what I wrote wasn’t worth quoting. But even faith writers have to write a bunch of rubbish before anything worth sharing glitters.

And I can’t help but believe my decades of filling up journals will one day birth a gift in me that can be shared with other believers.

In case you haven’t guessed which author I’m referring to, here’s a giveaway hint: she wrote Christy.

Have you read any of Catherine Marshall’s nonfiction books? I’m nosey-to-know. Which writer has been a mentor to you?

P.S. I wonder if my high school teacher prayed for me to choose an inspirational book; because, years later, I discovered she was a Christian. Maybe it wasn’t an inadvertent introduction after all.  

Faith Blessings ~ Wendy Mac 

Wendy L. Macdonald is an inspirational blogger and podcaster who loves to photograph nature on Vancouver Island. Her byline is: “My faith is not shallow because I’ve been rescued from the deep.” Her main website is wendylmacdonald.com where she enjoys interacting with readers.  

Writing with the Breathings of Our Heart by Loretta Bouillon

This months theme is based on William Wordsworth’s quote instructing writers to “fill your paper with the breathings of the heart” This is something that comes very natural to me. My first “journal” was given to me when I was nine years old. We called it a “diary” back then. It was a little hard-covered book that allowed five lines per day to write your thoughts. I had its own lock and key. I remember it well. It was shiny and beige. It was my treasure.

Since that time, I have filled many journals over the years. I have a box of them in my closet from the last twenty years of raising my family. The earlier volumes are really more just rantings and lamenting about difficult pregnancies, sleepless nights and longing for a moment to myself. Over the years, my daily journal has evolved into an ongoing conversation with God. These pages are still filled with lamenting and crying out to Him, but there are also many documented happy times, revelations and praises to the Lord as well.

As my relationship with the God has matured, so has my journal writing. I think there must be a balance between prayer requests and a thankful heart.  I do write with the underlying thought: “Do I want my children reading this and remembering their mother this way when I am gone?” I don’t like to journal with an “editor” in my head, however, instead, I ask God for discernment as I am writing my most personal thoughts.

When I share my experiences to encourage or inspire others, in a more public medium, I want to make sure that I do not dishonor my husband or children in any way. I often like to write about day to day life with my family so if I mention any of them, I let them read what I have written before publishing. If I share thoughts about my faith, I usually ask God what I should do with it. Is this for my own blog or other blogs that I contribute to? Could this be a submission for a magazine? Perhaps it is just a short facebook post that I feel the Lord will use to touch someone that day.

I guess when it comes right down to it, my desire is to be prayerful about everything I write, just like it is to be prayerful about everything I speak. When I write the “breathings of my heart”, I want to glorify my God always.

Do Words Fly Away? by Sharon Espeseth

"Scripta manent," our elderly friend, Father Croteau, recently said to me for no apparent reason. My Latin rusty, I asked what this meant.

"Words remain," he replied.

Father C. wrote the expression down so I could google it later. I set his hand-written note on my pile of jottings for further investigation.

The full phrase, "Verba volant, scripta manent," I discovered, means "Spoken words fly away, written words remain." This proverb is attributed to Caio Titus, a past Roman orator. But what does this have to do with me? I wondered.

In the same pile of jotted ideas was my published story about losing an almost-full journal. Under the heading, "Three months of life in lost journal," the Edmonton Journal ran my story ten years ago when my loss was fresh. I had recently converted my journal writing from the “burn-them-when I’m gone” status to “treasures I want to keep”

In my article, I wrote passionately about my loss, and my readers responded with empathy. Although I appreciated their understanding, my chronicles didn’t reappear.

All I could do was buy a new journal and continue recording my thoughts, experiences, and concerns. My journal was still willing to listen to me, even though I had let a past volume slip through my fingers.

For my November blog in inscribe.org, I planned to revisit this episode, hoping the marvelous vision of hindsight would add new perspective. New reflection, however, didn’t come up with anything good to say about my misfortune and I still found no reason to be thankful about it.

I still can’t recall what I had written; nor can I replicate the book in any way. Again, I let released the book like a child releasing a helium balloon, even though it contradicts the principal of the written word remaining.

Close to the due date for my Inscribe blog, I clipped Father's proverb to the front of the file about my journal and went to bed. What was the connection between my missing journal and Father Croteau's phrase offered without context or meaning at the time?

The next morning, I awoke with the thought that the act of analyzing and putting my thoughts down on paper still has value. These words do remain in my heart and mind. They may have physically flown, but they are a part of me. Writing clarifies my thinking. Writing teaches me about life and about faith.

A biblical story from John’s Gospel came to me. The Pharisees and religious scholars dragged an adulterous woman before Jesus to see what he would say to, or about, her. Recognizing the potential trap, these learned men had set for him, Jesus said, "If any of you is without sin, let him cast the first stone." Then he bent down and wrote on the ground with his finger.

Recording this story, John doesn't say what Jesus wrote or why he wrote in the loose dirt. I picture the ground being sandy. Jesus knew the waves would wash over the writing and people would walk over the words. Materially the words would be gone, but the story was recorded and the woman was forgiven.

While Jesus wrote, the crowd dispersed and Jesus was alone with the woman. No one had condemned her. "Go and leave your life of sin," Jesus told her. Those forgiving words would remain. So do the words I wrote in my journal and the story I wrote in the "Voices" column of the Edmonton daily. What seems gone still exists.

I wrote. Scripta manent.