Please welcome Peggianne Wright as she joins us today as our Guest Blogger.
My
heart flutters at an almost immeasurable speed, my stomach does summersaults
and is tied in knots all at the same time, my fingers tremble as they hover
over the keyboard. There's a voice inside my head taunting me with a maniacal
laugh saying, "Who do you think you are?".
Imposter syndrome.
We've all, at one point or another in our writing careers, suffered the anguish and self-doubt inspired by listening to the wrong voice in our minds. Allowing space for the negativity to creep in and grow. It's always been a mystery to me why, in our human nature, we're more apt to believe the negative than the positive?
As a writer hovering somewhere between advanced beginner and competent, I find I am in need of learning and relearning the habits required to push self-doubt and overthinking out of my head. And, in the process of doing this, avoid the temptation of sinful pride. Whew, that sure can be a fine line.
Scripture
tells us that God created each of us for our unique purpose (Jeremiah 29:11)
and He alone is in control (Job 42:2). If we endeavour to fill our minds with
the right thoughts, the words flowing from our pens and keyboards will not be
ours to claim, but the Father's, who has given us the manuscript. It is then,
that we can beat down and smother that negative voice, knowing that our work is
God-inspired and His to give credit.
Preparation to Propel the Enemy
Just as an athlete must prepare for a competition by stretching or a musician by tuning their instrument, so too should we as scribes do some pre-writing conditioning. Create a routine that includes the following steps and practice it before (or after, or during) each and every writing session.
Prayer
is more powerful than most of us realize. So, even before we open our laptop or
pick up that ballpoint, let us stop and give thanks for our God-given talent.
Ask God for His direction and pray that whatever writing we're about to do be
of His will. Pray that what we're about to write honours Him and points our
readers to Him. On my glass desktop I have written, directly beside my laptop,
in bold block letters with erasable white marker "PRAY FIRST".
We must allow our faith and the Holy Spirit to guide us. "In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans" (Romans 8:26 NIV). Always remember that the Father wants us to be successful in whatever we do and faithfully guides us if we're listening closely. The Apostle Paul counselled his congregation, "May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope." (Romans 15:13 NIV), reminding them (and us) that in all we do, we will be guided on our path by the Holy Spirit.
Bless others always. Fellow scribes are all experiencing the same feelings. We must take time to keep each other in our prayers as well. Just as the military needs to "have each others' backs", so too must we, as members of God's army, support each other. "Let each of us please his neighbour for his good, to build him up." (Romans 15:2 NIV)
We are all authentically original. So, in those times when that nasty voice murmurs those taunts, I have learned to immediately stop and call on the Lord for His intervention. After all, He alone has led me on my writing journey and I call it an honour, privilege, and duty to point others to Him through my craft.
"But you must remain faithful to the things you have been taught. You know they are true, for you know you can trust those who taught you." (2 Timothy 3:14 NLT)


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