If you wish to glimpse inside a human soul and get to know the man, don’t bother analyzing his ways of being silent, of talking, of weeping, or seeing how much he is moved by noble ideas; you’ll get better results if you just watch him laugh. If he laughs well, he’s a good man…All I claim to know is that laughter is the most reliable gauge of human nature. — Feodor Dostoyevsky
The month's theme was difficult, and
this surprised me, as I think of myself as having a good sense of
humour. Earlier in the week I'd had this conversation with God:
Why am I having trouble with the humour
topic this month?
Perhaps it is the heaviness you
carry.
Yes, that could be. I'm not sure what
it is and why I'm carrying it?
Let's figure it out. Perhaps you
should let me carry it, I do have big shoulders.
First and foremost, I feel the
heaviness because the furlough period of my daughter and her family
is near the end and I feel I've not had enough time with them. When
is there enough time? (But this truly was all bonus time, as
they were on compassionate leave, my son-in-law's mother was dying,
the original focus of their summer was to spend time with her.) Things
progressed more quickly and they came out earlier in order to be with
her on the palliative ward for ten days before her passing. There
were many tears ... over the years, she had also become a good friend
of mine, and a great prayer warrior for my daughter's family. The
heaviness of a passing lingers, and their focus shifted to the dad
left. Sadly it's taken until the middle of August to have a genuine
connection with my grand daughter.
But be thankful you had that
connection.
My husband has also been having a heavy
time-August is the anniversary of his first wife's death, and the
recall of his summer journey of 4 years ago has permeated our summer
space.
But that too has lifted, and you my
dear daughter have been a blessing in his life.
Thanks ... So what have I got to smile
about? ... ok, that came out accidentally on the paper ... it was a
thought that started to form a few times ... and I usually chastised
myself before it fully formed. And now, here it makes itself known in print.
I'm gonna let that one pass—I'm
fairly certain you don't want to ask that.
You're right God, I do not want to ask
that ungrateful sounding question. I do need a bit of a shake of my
head. Listen girl, (I say to myself) ... You're always saying that
there is much beauty in this world, and think about it, laughter
stems from appreciating the beauty of God. He has a great sense of
humour.
God is at the centre of a well-sprung
laugh, He is at the heart of Merry, the centre of Joy ... the true
reason behind a good belly-laugh.
And besides that ... I know that I
laugh more deeply with those that I have wept with.
End of conversation ...
And so I put on my rose coloured
glasses to take another look back over the summer to recount the many
times humour and laughter were infused. This incident came to mind to
share here.
Maya and myself
The laughter highlight came the August
long weekend, when three adults, three children, a dog and cat
travelled fourteen hours over three provinces to attend Canmore Folk
festival in Alberta ... what were we thinking?? What originated as a
three sisters get together expanded to include a niece from the UK and her three
children ages 6, 9 and 12. (OK-the dog and cat were not true, that
was an embellishment, but the oldest of the children is special
needs, and that included a colostomy bag.) The third sister driving
from the West coast had the easy drive. Our prairie group was packed
like loose sardines in the van with coffee, sandwiches, snack and
entertainment fixings ready for our 7am departure. I was the first
driver and the plan was to rotate every few hours. My sister kissed
her husband goodby (he was picked up by a friend for morning coffee).
I looked into the rear view mirror to see smiling faces all around- a
big thumbs up to all, and I put the van into reverse. BANG. Stunned,
I looked into the rear view mirror again, to see that the pickup
truck of the coffee duo was still there. They were not visible
before, behind those smiling travellers. For just a moment we sat in
silence and then I said “OK, two things—We are not
going to let this ruin our holiday and Harold does not have to know
about this.” We all burst into laughter. I did get out to
inspect damages, hoping there would be none. But the truck grill, had
a plastic piece that had clearly dislocated. I said to Iron Man, as he
is known, Well you know where to find me, we'll just have to sort
it out later. They drove off. This time I waited until I could
see them driving toward Tim's before hitting reverse. The
standing joke became that we truly started the weekend with a Bang.
And truly it did get much better from there with much laughter and
generational bonding. Sometime, in the future Harold will also hear
the story ... maybe! Many things in life are on a need to know basis
... at this time, he does not yet need to know :)
Canmore Folk Festival Fun
