October
2014-December 2015 were pretty dry writing months for me. It wasn’t so much
that the brain juices weren’t flowing, but that my life became busier. My mom
was living with us, and my daughter’s friend, Karen, also lived with us during
the summer, leaving me with little time to myself. I’m one of those writers who
need to work in complete silence. My mom and Karen don’t know what silence is.
So…
time goes by. Karen moves into an apartment with friends in September 2015; my
mom moves back home in January 2016. I feel like a newbie writer again, or as
my kids might say, a noob. How and where do I begin?
Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible. -St. Francis of Assisi
These words mean a lot to me. “Start by doing what’s
necessary.” What’s necessary is for me to begin writing – something, anything.
I begin by creating a new blog and posting regularly. That seems small and fairly
non-threatening. I share the news with my old blog readers and my Facebook
friends. That’s as much exposure as I want during this time of “sprouting new
leaves again.”
Next, I "do what's possible." I pick up my novel, which if
not on the computer would be gathering dust on a shelf. I go back to the
beginning and start editing as a way to remind myself of the story and to do
the nurturing that begins after a gestation period. No matter how many times I
return to page one, I always find ways to make the work better. My brain
cylinders have been firing even if my fingers have been resting.
Suddenly I am "doing the impossible." I’m writing new
material – new sentences, paragraphs, chapters. I never stopped attending my
writers’ groups, but now I’m participating more fully and feeling more engaged.
There’s work to be done, additional changes to make, a challenge to be
embraced. It’s exhilarating. Would I have been open to all of this had my
earlier work not come to a halt?
I’m not sure. And so I am grateful for the respite and
repose. It’s not as if nothing was happening with my writing during this
period; it was all just happening behind the scenes, and I was unaware of it.
Recently I came across two very affirming thoughts I’d
like to leave you with:
The first step towards getting somewhere is to decide that you are not going to stay where you are. -J. Pierpont Morgan
You don’t
want to break forever. Sometimes, as in my case, you don’t have a choice as to
the length of time you take off. Other times, you do. When you do, take the proverbial bull by the horns. Decide to move forward, then act.
Remember
this also:
Let me tell you the secret that has led me to my goal. My strength lies solely in my tenacity. -Louis Pasteur
It
takes tenacity to be a writer. Don’t let a little thing like a hiatus deter or
discourage you. Use the time to let thoughts and ideas percolate. Then return
and take the world by storm.
