December often uncovers
how greatly we need to be healed. Our physical conditions become more difficult
to endure. Memories magnify our
emotional griefs. Friend or family
gatherings remind us of relationship rifts we need to mend.
As we look toward the
birth of Jesus coming to save mankind, I am always reminded of the woman who
looked towards Jesus to heal her. And I think of Jesus’s robe, swirling before
this woman as she reached to be healed.
Every December during
my childhood, my mother sewed beautiful red velvet dresses for my sister and me. She would carefully pin the hems of our
dresses as we turned and modelled them for her.
The brush of velvet would slide over my bare knees and I would feel
beautiful, transformed by the smooth folds of soft material.
At this time of year,
it is the feeling of brushing against velvet that covers me with healing
hope. What if in the moment when we
reach for Jesus’ robe, it feels like red velvet? I close my eyes and picture myself lying upon
it. I am wrapping myself in it. Over and
over again I turn until I am swaddled like a baby, ready to be cradled within
loving arms.
I want to reach and
tuck that velvet securely beneath me and pull it over me, so that I am not
exposed to anyone or anything. I want to
be sure that it would trail behind me and not release me. I know I will begin
tossing myself within my doubts and struggles, so I don’t want to cause it to unfurl.
Oh, sweet Jesus, we
look with expectation to celebrate your birth. We picture the image of your
mother Mary tenderly enfolding you in woven cloth. Oh, I wonder how you felt? When that first brush of human touch and love
held you, did you feel beautiful?
As Mary stroked your
cheeks in awe, did she experience a sensation of healing? In that
moment after your birth, did the shame and disapproval of her unwed pregnancy dissolve?
Did her own disappointment and fears release into relief? Was she healed from
her struggles of doubt, her questioning of her faith, and her wavering trust
for your coming, for your birth, for her Messiah?
As you grew, Mary
clothed you with robes to give you warmth and protection. Did she know that the threads she spun and
wove together couldn’t contain the healing power within you?
As you left your
mother’s home, did you throw on one of the robes she had spun for you? Did it
comfort you? Her fingers had nimbly selected and lifted each thread for the
loom, while her prayers flowed in time to the continual motion. Her prayers voicing
her faithful trust in you.
At this time of year, I
picture the woman who reached out to touch you as you the Messiah fully grown walked
before her. She grasped for your robe wanting
healing, believing that even just a touch, just a stroke from you would heal
her.
Did your robe brush
against her skin like velvet at Christmastime?
Ah Jesus, we look with
expectation and hope for you, as we lay down our struggles, our griefs, and our
hurts. We know that when we faithfully reach
out to grasp hold of your promises, you continue to heal us in the ways you
know we need. Your healing touch transforms us as surely and as reassuringly as
the brush of velvet at Christmastime.
